One of the things that was completely evident to me when hanging out with my friends is that we're all growing up now. All of my friends have their crap in order. I hate to pull the peter pan card out but, I don't want to grow up.
As my mom and I were cleaning my room out to make it "look like a grown up lives here," I realized, I don't live there anymore; I only live there maybe 2 months out of the year. Then I got to hang out with a bunch of my old friends and they all have a direction and know exactly what they want out of life. I feel like I'm there to an extent but not to the same extent that they are. I know that I want to teach and that eventually I want a family but I still feel like I'm 18 years old. It's weird to think that I'm in my 20s (a fact that I've been avoiding for 6 months now) and that the next decade is where so many new and exciting things are going to happen.